juz gather back for 5 days then u wan break again~
between this 5 day i can feel u stil treat me very '冷淡‘ but u told me becoz u wan me feel back how i treat u, n i oso noe wan u so fast treat me like last time is impossible so i tel my self to give u time as long as v gather back le i noe sure v wil do it...
but juz now u told me u dun wan lie me anymore u said u really cant get back the feel...
u said u dun hope to lie me anymore coz u promise me be4 if u no more feel to me u wil tel me...
u said u scare if u dun tel me now n act ntg few month later or few year later u got feel to other girl then hurt me again...
i so stupid tel u now u oso notyet met other girl y cant v juz 2gather wait til 1 day u really met other girl v only break...
cant belive i wil said like this to u...
love are blind, this word are true...
feel happy u told me the true coz u aready not last time the play boy ken, this few year scold u wan u change u really change le...
but i feel sad y u tel me the true y when i realise u really change le n wan start again wif u only u tel me dun wan...
5 years 7 month how u treat me i noe it...
u becoz of me change how much, how good u treat me, care me, no body can realise juz me my self noe it...
i dun understand y u wan break stil so care me izit u ady xi guan le or actually u stil love me juz get hurt le scare so dun wan wif me 2gather...
u said:
(i wont stop u out wif other boy although when i noe u out wif other boy my heart wil feel not good but i hope u can gather wif other boy n learn how to be a gf, think think how i treat u n how u treat me when v are couple...)
i dunno y u said u wil feel not happy when i out wif other boy,u said u no feel to me wan break wif me then y u still care i out wif who...y u wan me when gather wif boy think think how i treat u last time...i can feel u stil love me juz maybe some reason so u hope i go n learn more, compare other boy wif u how good u treat me...alll juz i think i dunno wat ur meaning...
(i hope to gather wif other girl but i scare i cant find a girl good as u or batter than u then when i wan gather wif u u dun wan le)
wat this means??do u mean i am backup 4 u or u really hope next time v wil gather back??i noe i am a good gf but maybe some way i treat u not good or cant give u feel i care u..u are my 1st bf many things i learn from u,u wan compare me wif other girl tat hv many love experience sure i loss...
(i very care u wan to take care good care of u scare u wil hurt by other ppl)
haiz~~
really really not understand y u tel me all this y break stil tel me all this things??
izit u hope v wil gather back next time now u juz wan rest n let both of us cool down so u said all those things or u dun wan do til so bad u hope v stil are good friend so u break oso said til so good...
after put down the phone chat wif ah gor, he told me i ady try my best to pull back this relation and i sucess but now again v break then y i stil cry stil sad no other way juz to let him go only...
i understand i noe very very clear...
actually u said u stil need time to think but after i chat wif u n gor i very qing chu how long u think the result oso the same y not i respect wat u wan maybe v really wil gather back few month or few years or maybe i wil 5 a boy batter than u...
i wil wait u til 1 day u tel me u 5 a girl n i feel tat is not worth for me to wait anymore...
everything can happen no body noe it
