2day 6am then wake up d oso no class at so early but suddenly wake up...
mis u again y wan so mis u i oso dunno...
then till 7am cal u wake up feel got some happy coz u care me ask me who are the ah gor
then u talk v me so soft no tat day treat me so bad le...
fall slep again at 8 then 11 wake up again..
my phone alarm dunno y sot sot d wont ring jo hao cai this few day cant slep well wil wake up my self if not then cham lo somemore no u cal me wake up...
juz wake up then cal u again..
ur sound like so tired so chan...
u izit oso so mis me so like this or becoz other things hope u oso mis me so like this...
sorry i not wan force u said who u chat wif juz wanna noe only coz i still care u still treat u as my bf..
feel happy ah coz i ask u wan me pei u eat dinner not u dun hv reject u said u dunno ur house got rice not u wil let me noe u somemore ask me if ur house got rice how then i no answer le, u said wil let me noe later...
ah...my heart oso no so pain le..
yestarday whole day juz eat le 1 bread 1 beef burger so small only then at night juz eat 1 nhot dog at pasar malam..
wah then the weight reduce to 45 ady wah so thin le tummy oso no more...
after chat v u feel happy le so when i skul i da bao le CHAO MI HUN eat...
whole day no msg u coz phone no credit ah but feel happy coz think night can eat v u can c u...
2day can concentrate study ah coz no so worry le..
til 5pm wah~my heart beat jump so fast coz so jing zhang dunno later u wil eat v me not cant listen wat teacher teach jo...
YES at last 6pm le faster drive car go back reach aivee house my heart jump more fast...
haiz...but so disapointed when u come out talk to me tat time the yu qi like tat dat again...
u said ur sis da bao 4 u le realy so disapointed le then u cal me go home..
OMG!! force my self not to cry infront of u coz like this wil make u more fan...
reach house i oso cant tahan then cal u le..
haiz u talk to me tat yu qi realy so bad ah at last i oso cry le heart so pain ah...
think got hope ady then suddently like this realy so pain...
i ask u u stil love me anot u saud let u think...
i so stupid cal u batter tel me u dun love me let me more pain coz i realy dun wan tat feel anymore think got hope then suddently no...
i noe i dun hope u said tat but i cal u said ..feel my self so fan jian..
hao cai u no said u said wan think tat means i stil got hope...
after put down the phone cry cry cry then go bak bak...
after tat go eat ah gor yesterday gv the chocolate...
neh when u come i gv u de leh...
gv u the chocolate n gv u the 1 of the doggie u gv me geh...
u scold the dog said i treat u so bad i no i bad la realy noe where i wrong le i wont do tat anymore i can feel last time i always angry always dun choi u tat feeling realy so hurt...
tat day i go 5 u i hold ur hand tie n kiss u tat time u dun choi me the feeling realy so pain never try it be4
think back tat day i treat u like this realy feel so sorry if can gv me 1 more chance i wont do tat anymore..i promise..
hope u can hug the doggie like hug me like this when every night u slep...
u noe i can feel sporty mis u oso when u go away his head like my head like this look at ur car til ur car cant c anymore only go away...
maybe sporty oso like me so mis u...
haiz...realy dunno wat are u thinking now feel u care me stil love me but suddenly cant feel le..
u noe i tel ah gor u treat me like this u noe wat he said ah...
he said boy is like de wo jiu suan wan break there stil care u so cal me dun put so much hope...
he keep cal me dun think so much la use normal heart to wait til next week if not later u realy dun wan me i wil more sad...
urg...i think u realy care me how noe he said like this my heart break again...
i oso noe must use normal heart la but how to use o so easy meh if so easy then i wont cry so much wont think so much la...
boy ah~~realy so mis u ah wan hug u tie tie ah wan u sayang me ah but cant now juz can hug the piggy think is u....
2morrow can pei me ma i no dancing 2morrow ah i noe i should let u alone but i still hope u can pei me...
this sat n sun my family go genting ah laft 3 of us again...
my sis sure not at house cham lo need 1 ppl at house
last week stil think u can come my house slep geh now haiz...
sei lo 2 day need whole day alone at house sure non stop thinking u who can help me i scare i wil become crazy ah...
hope u can 4give me gv me the last chance do be ur good gf la...
i love u 4ever dear...
muckzzzz...
